Buying EURGBP.
Juggling between multiple accounts on different platforms. Need to get used to the multi-platform juggling, and the work processes.
1505SGT 24022025
Juggling between multiple accounts on different platforms. Need to get used to the multi-platform juggling, and the work processes.
1505SGT 24022025
Trade closed: stop reached
Another -1R loss.Got back from lion dance training an hour and a half ago. Today's training had sweating buckets. My hair is so long now, I kept wiping the sweat off my forehead.
I am a overthinker. Not gonna lie. Even while I am sweating and training, I am thinking of how I am being perceived, and what others are thinking about my presence after such a long long while of absence.
However, I came back to my initial thought when I decided to go back to training, and that is, I am not here to mix with people. I am not here to make friends, I am not here to please or be liked or impress, even though my brain cells which I have "removed" that stores such thoughts are eliminated already(actually they hasn't disappeared. Those brain cells just minimised themselves. Even if they were dead, their pre decessors would take over, inheriting their genes.
Lemme give you an example.
Back in 2010, when I got enlisted in ITE Simei(College East), their toilet cubicle doors are always broken, sometimes, multiple toilet cubicle doors are knocked off, worst are when even the partitions of the toilet doors are being torn down, by the students.
Two weeks or so ago, my partner shown me an IG post. Simei ITE's toilet door, and cubicle partitions, all of it are knocked off, leaving only the toilet bowls intact. Guys, this is 2025. Those students back in 2010 has already either graduated, or quitted schooling(I quitted schooling)(No, I didn't take part in the destruction of the toilet doors and partitions, neither have I witnessed those students who did the horrible acts to the school's properties.)
Even tho so much time has elapsed, the students patterns back in 2010 is still being continued in 2025.
Whereas I went to ITE AMK(College Central) just now, and their toilet doors are all in tact. Back when College Central are coalition of multiple different ITE colleges in 2010, and I was training lion dance in ITE Macpherson, their toilet doors were always in tact, and so, this attitude of preserving school property has been passed down. Likewise, the attitude of students from a decade or more ago was passed down also, to new students, in ITE College East.
Back to my main point, even though I have new mechanisms within me to cope with the anxiety, the old cells are long gone, but the new cells are still carrying on the ways and knowledge of their ancestors. I hope to find a way to cut the "tradition" of tearing down ITE College East toilet doors and cubicle partitions. I am not talking about toilet doors or cubicle partitions now.
Anyway, this is a short entry about my life as I record that I am so pitiful, I have just loss another R. Now my two TradingView paper accounts combined has a combined total loss of -13R.
So, pitiful...
I hope to see more losses.
Btw, previously I traded the Obvious Range, after like 7 trades or so, I am +1R. That's something I don't like to see. I want to see either a ton of losses or a ton of profits. In between or breakeven is not something one should be proud of, because it says that you are not a consistent trader. You could neither push price in your favour enough to show a profit, and also am not capable enough to push price against you enough to cause you to be a consistent loser.
I used to think being a breakeven trader is a fantastic thing, but now that I realised at this very moment as I am typing, that being a breakeven trader is such a pathetic thing.
If you are able to be the top 5% 10% 20% of your broker, and the 5, 10, 20% are profitable traders in the long run, then fantastic. Congratulations for being a consistently profitable trader.
But, if you are not a consistently profitable trader, then, aim to be a consistently unprofitable trader. Be so good at consistency that you are able to drill yourself from one end of earth and pop out at the other end.
Consistency is your power.
That is what I think of, as of now.
I hope I won't ever change my mind, because I am making money consistently by being consistent in either directions.
0035SGT 25022025
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